I guess this is my confession. And my apology.
I've hurt a lot of people because of this. Maybe I've hurt you, reading this now. And I'm probably going to do it again.
I thought I had it beat. It had been nearly a year.
I was wrong. When you're hooked on something, you're hooked for good. You can never let your guard down, not even for a second.
And I did.
It all came back last night. Just as if I'd never been clean. And never would again.
And now, I must share it with you.
I blame NBC. Ryan was watching it on the latest episode of "The Office." Irresponsible programming.